Monday, January 28, 2008

blowin' in the wind

Are You Listening?

A media observer quote on the Palestinians punching a hole through the wall in Gaza
”I suppose it means the Israeli strategy of starving the Palestinian people has failed”
An obituary page quote in the Gazette on the death of Indonesian dictator Suharto
“Ruled For 32 Years:Slaughtered thousands but helped country grow”
A quote from Obama in a televised speech after winning the South Carolina primary..
“Its not a war between the rich and poor..”

So..
Starving people is a government option in a democracy
Killing thousands of people can be an economic asset
None of the above is happening

Sunday, January 27, 2008

better than I remember

Frowning my way through yet another revision of a text when a poem bty Dylan Thomas came to mind

In my craft or sullen art
Exercised in the still night
When only the moon rages
And the lovers lie abed
With all their griefs in their arms
I labour by singing light
Not for ambition or bread
Or the strut and trade of charms
On the ivory stages
But for the common wages
Of their most secret heart

Thursday, January 24, 2008

its nothing personal

Human beings in an inhuman system based on profit not people.Those that benefit from the system are usually more inhuman than those that suffer from it.A routine systematic insensitivity that is a class characteristic.
Take a number and get in line

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

shakespeare he's in the alley

Shakespeare wrote his plays because he believed that the world was not a good enough place for his magnificent people.Yet he offered no solutions to their problems.
‘Romeo & Juliet’.
When the lovers die the businessmen are shamed or moved into reconciliation.But the peace between the Montagues and the Capulets will not survive the next business crisis..
‘Titus Andronicus’.
The excesses of Titus are a small town scandal compared to the Nazi death camps.How much trouble it costs Lear to learn the simple lesson that those who try to leap over the grave fall into it.All the victims of Shakespeare’s play would not fill one of your death pits.How small his world.How unambitious his villains.King Richard the Third with his little princes,his brother,a few officers and a little army-for one crown and a few years in office to protect his life in office.Yet to protect their way of life,to make it possible for them to go about their business and enjoy their pleasure, millions have been slaughtered in this century.
Compared to the vast multitude of dead they make to protect their way of life,Richard was a child sitting on the floor playing with a doll.
‘Macbeth’
Is this a dagger that I see before me?I look up and above me screams a jet armed with nuclear weapons-one of them on practice alert.
-Edward Bond

Monday, January 21, 2008

I wish the woodcutter would wake up

This poem by Pablo Neruda comes to mind as the American casualty rate in the Iraqi War nears 4,000.

I WISH THE WOODCUTTER WOULD WAKE UP
West of the Colorado River there's a place I love. I take refuge there with everything alive in me, with everything that I have been, that I am, that I believe in.Some high red rocks are there, the wild air with its thousand hands has turned them into human buildings. The blind scarlet rose from the depthsand changed in these rocks to copper, fire, and energy. America spread out like a buffalo skin, light and transparent night of galloping, near your high places covered with stars through acrid Arizona and Wisconsin full of knots, as far as Milwaukee, raised to keep back the wind and the snow or in the burning swamps of West Palm, near the pine trees of Tacoma, in the thick odor of your forests which is like steel, I walked weighing down the mother earth, blue leaves, waterfalls of stones, hurricanes vibrating as all music does, rivers that muttered prayers like monasteries, geese and apples, territories and waters, infinite silence in which the wheat could be born.
I was able there, in my deep stony core, to stretch my eyes, ears, hands,far out into the air until I heard books, locomotives, snow, battles, factories, cemeteries, footsteps, plants, and the moon on a ship from Manhattan, the song of the machine that is weaving, the iron spoon that eats the earth, the drill that strikes like a condor, and everything that cuts, presses, sews: creatures and wheels repeating themselves and being born.
I love the farmer's small house. New mothers are asleep with a good smell like the sap of the tamarind, clothes just ironed. Fires are burning in a thousand homes, with drying onions hanging around the fireplace. (When they are singing near the river the men's voices are deep as the stones at the river bottom; and tobacco rose from its wide leaves and entered these houses like a spirit of the fire.)
Come deeper into Missouri, look at the cheese and the flour, the boards aromatic and red as violins, the man moving like a ship among the barley, the blue-black colt just home from a ride smells the odor of bread and alfalfa: bells, poppies, blacksmith shops, and in the rundown movies in the small towns love opens its mouth full of teeth in a dream born of the earth.
What we love is your peace, not your mask. Your warrior's face is not handsome. North America, you are handsome and spacious. You come, like a washerwoman, from a simple cradle, near your rivers, pale. Built up from the unknown, what is sweet in you is your hivelike peace.
We love the man with his hands red from the Oregon clay, your Negro boy who brought you the music born in his country of tusks: we love your city, your substance, your light, your machines, the energy of the West, the harmless honey from hives and little towns, the huge farmboy on his tractor, the oats which you inherited from Jefferson, the noisy wheel that measures your oceanic earth, the factory smoke and the kiss, the thousandth, of a new colony: what we love is your workingman's blood: your unpretentious hand covered with oil.
For years now under the prairie night in a heavy silence on the buffalo skin syllables have been asleep, poems about what I was before I was born, what we were.
Melville is a sea fir, the curve of the keel springs from his branches, an arm of timber and ship. Whitman impossible to count as grain, Poe in his mathematical darkness, Dreiser, Wolfe, fresh wounds of our own absence all bound to the depths, how many others, bound to the darkness: over them the same dawn of the hemisphere burns, and out of them what we are has come. Powerful foot soldiers, blind captains, frightened at times among actions and leaves,checked in their work by joy and by mourning, under the plains crossed by traffic, how many dead men in the fields never visited before: innocent ones tortured, prophets only now published, on the buffalo skin of the prairies.
From France, and Okinawa, and the atolls of Leyte (Norman Mailer has written it out) and the infuriated air and the waves, almost all the men have come back now, almost all . . . The history of mud and sweat was green and sour; they did not hear the singing of the reefs long enough and perhaps never touched the islands, those wreaths of brilliance and perfume, except to ddung and blood hounded them, the filth and the rats, and a fatigued and ruined heart that went on fighting. But they have come back, you have received them into the immensity of the open lands and they have closed (those who came back) like a flower with thousands of nameless petals to be reborn and forget.
(1948)

Saturday, January 19, 2008

children have to learn how to lie

The people I feel closest to are those who never learnt to lie
My mother never lied
My father never lied
Maybe that’s why I dislike most middle class people I meet
Middle class relationships are based on lies
Everyone must lie if they want to get ahead
But we tell the truth down on the Avenues
We have to be truthful to each other or we won’t survive
Solidarity is our security
Of course we all lie to the landlords and the bosses
Telling the truth to them would be a form of lying

Friday, January 18, 2008

my first metaphor

I remember when I was a very young boy being taken to see an oldtime western film by my older sister Peggy Ann at the Fifth Avenue church basement.
I forget everything about the film except for one scene where a little boy that died was buried out on the lone prairie with the covered wagons moving in a trail of dust.
Sad,I knew that was the word for what I was feeling,sad
But there was something else I was feeling but I couldn’t find the word for it.
Finally after being poked and prodded by my older sister now curious to know what I was feeling, I said”Uh..its like..like..dumpling stew”
She frowned and snorted
“Dumping stew?..that’s..that’s just stupid!”
Dumpling stew was what my Ma used to serve on a Wednesday night in the wintertime.
It was a watery mush of everything left over that we couldn’t even pretend to like.
But my Ma would insist that we should like it cause she spend a lot of time making it.
And that’s the way I felt about the film I saw
I was suppose to like it but I didn’t.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

joels' 40th birthday

Liz was 17
I was 21 when he were born
Liz in contractions on the rooming house bed with Babette the downstairs janitor phoning for help and a cop showed up looking down at Liz moaning from the doorway and said nothing not to her or to me
just walked away
can’t remember how we got to the hospital but there a doctor eyeing my shoulder length hair said what are you doing here and security came and asked for ID of the father to be
I remember him in a blue blanket with red wrinkled face of a new born and my skinny long fingers
I thought it was the last time I’d ever see him

Monday, January 14, 2008

what Jane said


"It is vain to say human beings ought to be satisfied with tranquillity:they must have action and they will make it if they cannot find it.Millions are condemned to a stiller doom than mine,and millions are in silent revolt against their lot.Nobody knows how many rebellions besides political rebellions ferment in the masses of life which people earth" -"Jane Eyre'

Sunday, January 13, 2008

what did I want

A twenty minute memorial walk over to the apartment house at no. 5 Third Avenue forty five years later with little change to four story building of rotting window sashes with same closed smell in foyer entry of dead end air with the storage garage more rusted but still there on the side in the back where I flamboyantly climbed up from clothesline pole to the slant of the roof because I wanted to show I could be over and above what was supposed to be happening
But nobody cared nobody looked nobody even remembers a memory of me sitting up there in searing hot sunlight feeling permanently misplaced
Look at the determination on my face in family photo taken a few weeks later totally ignoring the focus of the camera as if I was already gone and anyhow knowing it didn’t matter not really to anyone whether I was there or here or anywhere and knowing this liberated me from caring
I was going to get what I wanted
What did I want?
Not to be alone
Not to be alone
Not to be alone

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

hilary with a heart

Hilary Rodham Clinton wins with a smile full of teeth beating Obama in the New Hampshire primaries.They’re calling her the new born again Hilary with a heart,”now speaking in her own voice”,according to the media pundits who long ago forgot what that means themselves.
When’s the last time any of them exactly ever knew whether they were being real or not when their whole existence depends on denying whats really happening
Obama is not into pretending to be real because he’s fooled himself and a lot of other people into thinking he’s not just another corporate hologram,he really is real
But he’s way way out there
Its a film about a film about a film about a guy in a film who thinks he's real

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

the american way

We cab it up to the Treatment Centre cause of my sore back and ask our black taxi driver en français if he thinks Obama will win in New Hampshire where the second primaries are happening.Yes he says but he’s not sure if Obama will win the presidency.He agrees that in the States politicians who say that they have a dream,even if its only a little one,usually end up shot.